I was horribly sick for almost two weeks now, I have been taking same medication for this illness but nothing seems to be happening. I have been suffering from a severe sore throat and fever and I have been complaining about neck pains for days. Finally, I got the chance to have it checked by a family doctor yesterday and she gave me the perfect medication. And now I am feeling so much better. But the reason behind this update is really not about me but about a friend who passed away recently.
It was a shocking news to all of our batch mates that our friend Pauline has passed away. The news came from his brother. We were updated about the wake and interment through Facebook. I really want to go and see her since their house is just three rides away from home. I was so decided to go but something important came up until I got sick. So I talked to her before I went to sleep that night and ask for her forgiveness that I wasn't able to see her before she leaves. I know in my heart that she would understand. One night when I was in our room resting, I dreamt about her. My husband with my son and I were walking in an unfamiliar hallway, we were talking and laughing. There were bunch of people around some were familiar, some wear blurred faces, then suddenly somebody grabbed my arms that made me stop and when I looked back I saw her, I saw Pau with my own two eyes. She was so white, her cheeks were rosy red, I already know of her passing but she was so pretty that I didn't got scared. She was telling me something but there were no sounds coming out of her mouth and so I tried to read her lips and I was happy I got her message. She said "It's okay". Then she hugged and kissed me on the my cheek and everything was gone.
I got awaken after this. I didn't feel like crying because I know she's still there somewhere watching over all of us her friends.
As I write this I know that you are watching and probably reading it. I just want to tell how grateful I am to God for making our paths crossed. You are a good friend.
The memories you have created with me are all in my treasure box. They will never fade for my heart will always remember what my mind cannot. I may have failed to see you, I know you really want me to see you and I'm sorry for not being there. I know you are happy now in the company of our Almighty and I can feel your blissfulness for he has given you the eternal life that everyone of us desires. Thank you for all the happy memories.
I didn't cry for weeks Pau, ngayon lang kasi nagsi-sink-in sakin na wala ka na. I miss you. ='(
Love you so much,
Rei
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