" I always thought you were God sent.., I don't believe that anymore..."
These were the lines that came into my head after a BIG fight with someone very dear to me. It started as a conversation over dinner that went to an argument and drastically ended up in a war. I don't want to go into details because believe me it's so petty that you don't even want to know, but no matter how piddling the reason it started. still there were words that have made me hurt so much that I went to bed early and stained my pillows the whole night.
I was badly hurt that I would never ever forget the line that specific person said. I just can't believe someone could just say that magic word all at once without thinking about the consequences in the aftermath. I could've let that person go, I have so many reasons to take that chance but I am not only thinking about myself, there's someone who is going to suffer more than us. And I don't want to see that happening.
I would let this pass like I always do. I'm wishing for things to get better. And I'm hoping against hope that I still can hold on believing that you were God sent.
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