Messiah

You've called me too many times

Enough for me to hear you

I was asking too much

Yet my heart was too deaf to listen to all the answers I'm seeking

What could you really be to a confused heart?

An imprisoned soul in a stranger's eyes

Searching for truth in the dark

Believing that I'll find happiness in pain

I defied all your callings

And all the chances to see the light

I asked for your guidance

Only to follow not you but my selfish pride

I am weak and faithless

I was all that a good daughter can't be

Yet you never leave

And instead chose to walk with me

Your words helped heal my bruised sanity

You've taken away all that's keeping me from liberty

You made me realize that there's joy in surrender

That there's peace in letting go

This painful play has finally come to an end

Now I can wear off the mask

No need to pretend I'm strong

I've come to accept I'm weak, but now I know I'm not alone